A Love Note


Sometimes I like to feel… that what would happen if you felt for me with the same intensity… the way I feel for you…

With the same love… waiting for me… to turn around…

Feeling lonely… feeling on your own… feeling everything turned upside down…

Feeling worthless without me… feeling meaningless…

Feeling drained…feeling falling apart… feeling the need for me to be near you…

Under the same sky… praying for me… as I do the same…

Counting stars… to ease the pain…

Thrilled to know that how a simple feeling of love could be so mesmerizing and strong and intense… so pure… that it makes you pray for me… pray that may you get me…

Praying that I may come to you… hide in your arms… hold you tight… and stay there forever… never leaving… come what may…

That may make you skip your heart-beats… make you catch your breath…

It’s so beautiful to experience this alone… but it becomes exhilarating… when you think or know that someone mirrors these feelings for you and only you… the same person for whom you harbor all these feelings… its wordlessly strange and beautiful… wordlessly lovely…

It betters itself… when you know… that whoever you love, loves you back… the same way or the better… unconditionally… irreversibly… and irrevocably…

Sometimes the love is so strong… that you realize that you need the same person to be loving you in the same way… the way you love that one person… you can’t miss this feeling once coming into your mind…

I always have this enigmatic and beautiful call…

And this night… I am praying that may you love me… may you lie awake in your bed… thinking about me… may you do things, thinking of me and just think some things about me… the way I do…

I want to love you… I want you to know that I love you… know for sure… as a fact…

I want to share your life… your happiness… your pain… your every glory…and every darkening cloud, that is hanging over your life… everything… anything… whatever you have…

And give all the love I happen to have in me… all the love you deserve… much more than whatever I have… or what is ever possible to exist…

I guess I would love to bring in some love…small-small happiness… to your lovely and mesmerizing world… let your world blossom… cuz it deserves that… and then let this love dwell in the most lovely place… that is your heart… if you allow it to…

I am nothing good without you… I want to be with you… forever…

I love you… and I will pray that may you love me back… if I am good enough…

No matter what… but… I will always love you… I love you…

(04th April, 2010)


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